Friday, February 21, 2014

Another Untitled

You’re a mystery to me.
I know you, but at the same time I don’t
I have met many guys in the past like you, but yet you are different
Your trouble
You seem like the kind of guy a girl would rebel with, but not the kind she would take home to mom and pop.
But yet, you do have some of those other qualities,
You seem to hid them
As though you do not want others to know what you long for
You will say some words
And then act or say others that make you look and sound like a player.
I sit and wonder if it is simply a front because you feel alone
You pretend to be happy and enjoy “playing the field”
But you don’t.
I don’t think you do.
You put up this front for your buddies, and maybe even yourself
But at the end of the day, when the night comes you’re alone and you long for that one woman,
The kind that you would give everything for
The kind that you would leave your playboy attitude for.
Let me tell you this,
That kind of a woman, she won’t fall for a “ladies man”
She sees that guy and walks the other way.
She doesn’t play games.
She knows what she wants and deserves.
If you want a woman like her, then you need to be the man she deserves.
Both in word, and action
She won’t lower her standards
You’re not ready for a woman like her,
Go on and play with your girls
But when you realize how tired you are
And become the man that deserves a woman like her
She will be there
Because women like that,

They are not afraid to wait. 

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Out of Nowhere

Out of Nowhere
You came in like a swooping wind
Little did I know how much damage you could do
I am quick to guard my heart
It has been bruised and broken before
I was okay
I was good on my own
Then here you came singing like an angel
I know if I let myself I could fall
But you see you’re the kind of man who could really break my heart.
If I let go
If I fall
And if you’re not there to catch me at all
I don’t know what will become of me
And my already fragile heart.
If I seem cold
If I seem distant
It is because I can’t trust myself with you
With your words
Everything you say
Everything you do
It cuts
It punches
It hits me hard.
I may be irrational
I know I am
But I was not expecting this
I was not expecting you.
No, I was not expecting this
This wave that is you that came out of nowhere.
I hope you understand.
I don’t know what to do,
But if my past repeats
I am in for a nasty treat.
So if you know who you are

Be gentle with my fragile heart. 

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Take the Risk

What are you waiting for
take the risk
jump!
You'll never know until you try.
you fear for the worst
but glory could be moments away.
What are you waiting for?
Take the leap
ask the question
because you will never know until you do.
Don't live in fear!
Live in the light!
Tonight could be the best night of your life!
Hearts may break and dreams may fall
but in the end you did it and are standing tall.
Don't think of the worst,
Never wonder what could've been.
Take the risk,
jump!

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Here I am Send Me

For the past few years I have felt that God has been calling me to urban ministry. Last summer I was given the opportunity to travel to New York City and spend a week with 40 amazing people from Ohio and serve the people of NYC. They have officially invited me to return with them to NYC, and they are also heading to Chicago during the summer. I am now trying to raise money in order to be able to go, since I am a poor just out of college graduate with student loans. If you would like to donate follow the link bellow and you can purchase a custom t-shirt. If t-shirts aren't your thing but you still want to help you can donate without purchasing one. Please help me reach my goal, and if I raise more than enough for travel expenses I will be donating the extra money to the churches that we will be working with.


thank you,'


here is another way to help me fund my trip!
http://www.gofundme.com/6nldl8