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I wish I just had a camera and a car
with a million dollars
I would go far.
Far away from here
because God I need to be alone.
I don't know who I am anymore
I need some time to think,
no pressure, no people, no outside feelings
just me, a camera, the open road and your creation.
I am alone as it is
and nobody sees.
My heart aches and breaks for these.
I fight for their approval
but I over look yours.
I see my worth through their eyes,
and forget you are the one who created me.
So God just give me a camera and a place to be.