A Letter

Why? Why are we so dry? Why can't we go deep? I'm so pissed about how we have underestimated God and what He can do. He has not bee leading us. Humans have been.And we, we like power, we do what we want, masking it like it's God. You can't lead, you can't do anything if God isn't the leader. It's not just you, it's us. All of us. We are nothing without Him. You can do all your games, teaching, programs, but they are lame and meaningless if God is not leading them. The group is breaking because God has not been leading cause you wouldn't let Him. I have seen this coming, I tried to  help, to stop it but my warning calls were not heard. You ignored God's warning calls and now you are breaking. you WILL fall apart and lose people that you cannot get back because you were too proud. We have not seen God in His fullness that He could do here. You haven't been leading, you haven't been feeding. We ask for bread and you gave us a snake. Something needs to give, something needs to break. I'm sorry but it's you who has brought us to this place. I pray that you become broken and crushed down to dust so that you remember who is supposed to be leading us.